Friday, August 26, 2011

Those Hard Days..I see those footprints..



On today I sit and wonder how my life would've been without some of the tragic events that I had to deal with.  And living through these events I can say that God has been by my side the whole way and I am so grateful to him for just that.  And I have to remind myself not to sweat the small stuff.


On this day today it has been 10 long years since you were taken away from me, but I will never forget the impact you had on my life and the memories. There is not a day that goes by that I dont think about you or wish that I was just having a really bad dream. So even though your time was cut short you will always be #1 in my heart mommy loves you and misses you dearly and hope to see you in heaven one day son. R.I.P. Bryan Joseph Hawthorne 1/2/00-8/26/01

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6 comments:

Unknown said...

Oh, Tish- sweetie, I am so sorry for your loss! I cannot really begin to relate with your pain, as I've never lost a child, except through miscarriage, and that was pretty rough, but I know God and he's a comforter indeed!! As you reflect on your baby boy, know that earth has no sorrow that Heaven cannot heal!!

CocoagirlD said...

@Kendra aww thank you so much for that.. and yes a miscarriage is a lost too.. that hurts too and is something you never forget so my heart goes to you as well. Yes God is so awesome and has been by my side on this journey and I try to remind myself that if he is keeping me through that loss there is nothing he cannot do! I am so grateful for his love, kindess, and mercy.. Thank you so much for the love i really appreciate it..

Tisha

G Jones said...

Aww, Cocoa... I'm truly sorry for your loss girl. We never really know what a person is going through but I know that you're strong and you have a strong faith in God... that alone is a HUGE support.

Know that you're in my thoughts hun :)

CocoagirlD said...

@Ms.VivaGlam thanks so much I really appreciate that and thanks for all the love girl you are a true Diamond..xoxoxo

Tisha

Unknown said...

I admire you for staying very strong. I agree with what you said. God is always with us :)

CocoagirlD said...

@EveryDayMakeUpBlog Thank you honey I appreciate that.. and yes God is with us with everything even when it dont seem like it.. Thanks so much for stopping by.
Tisha